我們經常被告知要面對現實!如"現實是這樣的了,認命吧!!" "我沒有誰誰誰的好運氣, 也認命了" 其實我們也還沒活到最後,何來的認命?沒人真的清楚知道哪一個時間點應該會發生什麼?我們也只不過是在假設, 說認命的我們也不過是累了再應對突如其來不知道的變數, 想留在我們已了解的領域裹。說真的,面對後再努力又再面對,是真的很累人的。認命吧,留在現實裡好像比較容易。

只是,真的這樣就過一輩子?

好不容易活了小半人生, 雙子座的我不喜歡原地不動。

幾年前離開了安定的生活, 踏上一個不安定之旅後, 好像也過不回太安定的。
未知的旅途,未知的旅伴,未知的驚喜........
錢用到最後的幾百一千, 以為要回家去了, 又突然有工作, 做得很好也很多工作機會時,我跟隨自己的內心,總是有驚喜等著我,只不過回到自己的地方, 成家立室後,原來人會產生更多的恐懼,只是因為太習慣於安定, 想要留著一切不變,就會產生恐懼。

而恐懼就是現實的朋友,你會想與它一直相處!

現實,說到底只是我們社會給的一些RULE,你不跟隨的就是異者,你付出的就是旁人的說教或生活得比較苦,但如果我們與周圍的一切連結起,也許就會覺得, 做一做異端者,不跟隨現實,也許不是你所想像的快感。

2018 轉變之年

上一次寫BLOG 已經是8年前了。從前是一個BACKPACKER,現在已經是一個全職媽媽。
人生也經歷也有一些領悟, 雖然仍然有很多事出現時會令我心情低落, 但是學會自我修行後,
情緒會easy come easy go 的感覺。修行嘛! 我覺得不是如何令自己沒有低落的狀態,而是讓自己怎樣HANDLE 自己的情緒, 也要學習接受光與暗的自己。

I CHOOSE LOVE AND PEACE.

我給自己開始寫下我想分享的意, 與我同振頻的SOUL MATES 相遇!

NAMASTE

1.5 month in Aus(broome)

i usually go this mc donald get internet

staircase to the moon

he look like a girl ...

baby sitting job not that easy as all...

finally i got fried today><

but ok la...i want to quit it too...

but also is special expenerice to me

let me know that i dun want to get baby..

haha...annoying to me

(this two kids is from that family

see,really naghty ,rite?)

oysters

pinic in cable beach.

they all my roomate

first day in broome

so tired and feel sleepy><why always hv to take flight in the morning><

so weird feeling to looking the worker move my baggage

her name Jamma,she draw a pic to me....hahaha..so funny..

and she keep turn back and talk to me...hahaha...

the beatuiful sea><it's awesome.....

my hostel.....my vacation ....just beginning ....

but sooooo hot...can't stand it....

i walked 30 mins to care centre looking for job,,

but it was closed><killin me...

will do this again on monday.....i hv to buy a biycle very soon..

otherwise i hv to walk too much everyday..

zoo

darling habour ...looking for the cafe..but ....get lost again...

just think this pic look like movie capture....

i was working at this taiwan restuarant ..my first job in Aus

out side of restuarant

here is chinatown Market City...duno how many time i been..

i think almost everyday...- -

first time pinic.....but it's  clowdy....too bad..but fine..hv nice view

i made this...so nice ,huh????

karaoke with fds.....this is hk girl

this is the pretty girl..many boys love her

this is Helen...i love her so much...very gd girl...

she look like Lam Ka Yin

we re going to Zoo.....

so scared it will hit me lor LOL

finally i buy a monkey doll.....so cute><

i did hv fun today...haha..so happy....

b4 go Broome.....crazily spend money..OMG...

first eyes see it...i love it....finally buy it la><

so expensive ><thousand hk dollar...

but fine la...

this is the present i give myself..haha

cheep me up~~~~

from now...i will being new me...new start...

promised someone i won't look back...and be safe be strong.

and be happy everyday...see..i am doing....

add oil together...and let see my new and gd change will coming..